Bismillah.
aku tau. aku akan rasa a bit cheesy. kalau aku write this kind of entry.
tapi. huh "hembus nafas" aku juga manusia.
punya hati dan perasaan.
ececeh.
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baiklah. ko ada kekasih tak ? ingat lagi tak your first love ?
tu. majoriti dah angkat tangan tu. ya akak2 ? ingat lagi noo. berapa tahun tu.
tapi betul la. org pompuan ni diorang memang tak lupa pon org yg dia pernah sayang.
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but wait. hang ni laki ka pompuan ?
ceit, lelaki la. apa hang tengok aku ni kachakz sangat sampai hang tak dapat bezakan lelaki kacak yang beriman dengan mamat korea yang gay.
what ?
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abaikan. huh "hembus nafas"
aku tak nak admit lah. tapi aku pon used. used okay. to be this jiwang kind of guy.
the kind of novel shit.
oi. no cursing.
okay sorry me.
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baiklah tengok jam. hmmmm pukul 12.
suasana. hmm damai.
headset tengah dipakai di kepala. sambil dengar radio ikim.
sambil type dengan rancak entry ni.
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hmmmm skype.
popup sound berbunyik.
ceit asal byk sgt notifications ni.
aku ni terlalu famous. dan terlalu kachakz. keluh diriku.
kah. perasan.
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okay. straigt to the point. orang kata. isi entry. huh "hembus nafas"
aku erm. terjumpa kekasih lama. dia. erm.
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ni yang nak cite ni. aku ni. life aku. pelik siket. salunya org yang benci aku ni. diorang lah yang paling banyak minat kat aku.
aku perasan still masa di bangku sekolah lagi.
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kalau yang budak2 junior ni. saja panggil kawan best friend dia. lalu depan aku.
nak kasi hint agaknya. and ya i get the hint.
pastu ada pulak. kak senior. mintak adik akak.
mind you that last time im in high school is like sooooo long ago.
so yeah.
okay go on. baik. hmmm dia mintak no pon. then aku kata. takda. dia kata. tipu.
aku kata. betul. sebab mmg aku takda. well technically aku ada. tapi aku tak guna. dan aku malas guna.
bukan lah. sebab erm. hang tengok aku camni. tapi aku ada banyak sangat plate in my mind.
that i dun wan to add another. this still continue to today ! ya right now as we speak.
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sebab tu kalau hang mengata aku pilih kawan. or asal aku berjauhan. hang kena tau la.
i have my own reason. and i cant let myself get drown. dengan this dunya bagai.
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baik so.. aku tau hang tak kenal aku. tapi some of you. ya yang tengah baca. maybe pernah kenal aku. or pernah terserempak.
and i know some of you guys do know me. smile :)
baiklah. story 4 tahun lepas.
Aku gi tesco dengan my family. ada dua girl. pandang aku dari. cara dia pandang tu cam singat kot.
kah. k.
ke hang perasan. tak. aku tak perasan. aku ni. bukanlah nak troll hang,.
tapi aku kachazk. ceit. enough. hang tak yah nak perasan la.
aku habaq hang. reality kot.
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okay so nak dijadikan cerita diorang follow till to the car.
ya. that.... erm... kind. of awkward.
seperti singa mahu menerkam mangsanya. kahh.
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tu baru dua tiga story. hang tak tau life aku. ehem.
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hmmmmm okay. lets go to the jiwang part.
hang ingat tak masa kat sekolah dulu.
kalau macam makwe ni minat kat hang.
dia akan hantar surat. lepas tu letak kat meja hang.
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ingat lagi tak ? hmmm nanti aku letak gambar. but right now its just gonna be plain entry.
sebab aku ni pemalas :p
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nak dijadikan cerita....
welll i was well known...... being a teacher son and all.
tapi tu lah. ianya macam my kachakz- ness.
its both a curse and blessing.
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sometimes sampai macam aku rasa macam. better aku just be regular person.
that dun need to have this kind of stuff in their plate.
but hey its not like im complaining.
but you know....
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basically. i was quite experience...
so aku paham la.
camne org pompuan ni..
cara diorang.
diorang interesting creatures.....
a loving creature...
but really dangerous . macam singa if kena poke.
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analogi apakah ? poke ? dude. youre not on facebook.
ceroi je lah. ni entry aku la. kehkeh.
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hmmmm okay dah sampai penghujung.
"tarik nafas"
"hembus nafas"
baiklah. hang kalau memang kenal aku. selamat erm kenal kali ke dua ?
its been a long time ?
its weird isnt it ?
how time changes all of us ?
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but hey. they say i dont care about everything.
they that i dun take everything,.
they say i leave them.... hurting them...
but in fact. i care. I NEVER TAKE ANYTHING FOR GRANTED..
and i do. i do care. thats why i leave yah.... cuz i know im hurting you...
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its hurting me back ya know....
but hey. life must goes on.
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well. kalau hang nak luah semua kat aku pon.
aku pon tak semestinya boleh 99% kata aku is still the same.
sebab im not. and im sure you are different person too.
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tapi theres some part in ourselves. that even time cannot affect.
ya know what im talking about..
"whistle to da memories"
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love that song.
okay dah sampai penghujung ni. nak cakap. maaf dan kalau ada dendam di antara aku dan kau. maafkan lah aku. aku juga manusia.... tiada. memang tiada. lelaki yang sempurna di dunia ni. perempuan. sama....
"no girl is perfect except in the disney movie"
i just made that quote up.
cant help it. im too aweseome.
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so sampai disini aja. next time jumpa in next entry. aku ada banyak experience. banyak story.
tapi times ? nope. times selalu mencemburui aku. macam kakak2 angkat aku.
kah.
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again deep from my heart. sorry if i hurt you in some point of your life.
know this. i never intended to do that.
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P/s siyes cheesy.... this entry. perh.... damn. why you must show ur side to da peoples. they dun even care.
pssttt. they care. they always do.... hmmm ya right. okay bye. yep. no more cheesy entry. noted.
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